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the pain. [012306|12:42am] driving down Prospect I realized how long it's been since the last time my car's been around that curvy road. a lot of things have changed since then, a lot of things i can't even begin to list out. i always ask myself if i made the right choice. in the end i know that i did. i've lost a lot of things but gained twice as much in the process. driving home i also realized i can get carried away with drinking & alcohol consumption to the point where i say things to people who was once a big part of my life, who still want me to be a big part in theirs & i don't remember saying those things. apparently it's everything they want to hear, & apparently those words were too empty for me to remember i couldn't tell happiness from pain & that's just the end of that. comment

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